another stupid act.

stupidity strikes me again.

yesterday, it was announced that there will be no classes today because the president will be declaring her State of The Nation Address (SONA). well, i went to school today. surprisingly, there were no students - students in white and in blue - wandering around. i was shocked, thinking that i was too early. and then my dad asked Manong Guard if there are classes or not. and he answered, "Wala po, wala po." hahahah. my dad just laughed at me.

why don't i know that there are no classes today? well, first of all, we didn't hear the news yesterday because my dad turned off the TV. second, i wasn't able to log in on YM because it's my brother's turn. third, i was busy doing my plates in drafting (bedroom floor plan). fourth, my parents do sleep early so they didn't bother asking me if there will be classes or not.

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what's scope and delimitations. why am i going to do such stupid thing? what the heck.! what is it for? stupid. stupid. stupid.

La Salle and Ateneo

so, uhmmm. we went to Ateneo and La Salle today to get the forms.

first, we went to Ateneo. wow. the school is really big. but it looks like a park. you know, with many trees and vacant areas covered with green and luscious grasses. the school has a big soccer field (i am not sure if that's soccer or football.) and the buildings were kinda old and small (i'm pertaining to the height).

when we entered the building where the admission forms are given, i saw some college students speaking in english. whoa. yes, they are. and it is as if they were really used to that language. and also, their clothes were ASTIG.

girl: oh no. you're contaminating my brain with your capricious stories.
boy: no, no, no. it's not the brain, actually, it's your cerebrum.
girl: stop it. (laughing) it's also the same.
boy: no. (laughing) it's different. can't you remember, bla bla bla
I: (placing my pointing finger, parallel to my lips, below my nose while raising my head) NOSEBLEED!

that's all what i can remember. they're talking about brains and some things related to it.

we also went to La Salle after Ateneo. the school's not that pretty for me, at first. but when we entered the hall in which we can get the application forms, it was totally great and stunning. it looks like a first class hotel. and its comfort room, wow, just like in greenbelt.

so, after that, we went to Taguig.

Mcday.!

Today is Mcday.!
yeah. :))

RESPECT is what we need.

so, we had our physics class.. and a test. it was a surprise (maybe not.) before the test, i started to get troubled. i even asked myrra her "techniques" in remembering those stupid graphs. and michael too. well, he's not helping me. he even started bragging about how easy those graphs to be remembered. argh. it's really irritating me, especially his famous "CHICKEN" and "BASURA" words. argh. well, i don't really know how, but i got a perfect score. omg. to Crespo, CHICKEN.! :))

haha. so we practiced and practiced. yet, i still can't memorize the hand actions. argh.

before the program, there's something SHIT happened.

"Pwede ba, sa susunod, wag kang pabigla-biglang papapasok sa classroom namin? at si Mujib, 4-1 siya, hindi 4-2".

note: the words above are not exact, but the thought is clear.

inaway ng isang skwater si Jasmine Suleik. argh. sobrang nakakaasar talaga siya. sobra. sobra. sobra. ansarap niang sabunutan. wala siyang karapatan na ganunin si Jasmine.aba, porket presidente siya ng klase, gaganyanin na niya si Jasmine? TAE. baket? porket galit siya sa mga ParSci students, bakit niya kailangang gawin iyon? wala ba kaming karapatan na pumasok sa building nila, o sa classroom nila? ANKAPAL NG MUKA MO. sige, kung ganun, wag kang pumasok sa building ng ParSci ha. subukan mo lang at magugulpi ka namin. at. at. sinabi niya na, "hindi 4-2 si Mujib, 4-1 siya.". hindi ko alam kung ano ung exact words na sinabi niya. basta, ganyan iyon. so what? anong magagawa namin kung nasa 4-2 si Mujib. ano yun, sasabihin namin na "Mujib, lumabas ka muna diyan kasi bawal DAW kami pumasok sa 4-1 eh. pinagbabawalan kami pumasok". ganon? P*TA. nako, respeto lang naman. RESPETO lang ang hinihingi namin. kung ayaw niya kami makita sa classroom "niya", edi sabihin niya naman iyon in a nice way. pwede namang sabihin niya iyon na hindi nakaka-hurt ng feelings eh. TAKTE. bahala ka. ikaw ang nagsimula ng gulo, at ikaw rin dapat ang tatapos. ayos ba, SOL, Ms. Antipatikong President, huh? I can't contain the set-up, can you still?

so, let's not talk about her anymore. it's irritating me.

by the way, i'm gonna miss sir Jonathan. i really gonna miss him.

FREE DAY.

i consider this day as a FREE DAY. whoa. first time. well, it's because we're having a program tomorrow for Sir Jonathan Esguerra. he's going to Dubai. and he's migrating, i think. and, we have to prepare something for him.

well, we also did our oral defense on our title, which is "The Effectivity of Mango Peel Extract in Preventing Skin Cancer". we had a hard time thinking a problem. that's our problem at first. our problem is our problem. haha. it's redundant.

now, back to the program something, i am included in the doxology. haha. actually, Cyril forced Mickay and I to participate. but it's okay. atleast we have our part. Myrra, Cecille, Ailena and Louieric will sing 'Shout to the Lord' and we're gonna have the actions something.

so, good luck to us.

blah. blah.

today seemed to be our inauspicious day. almost all the teachers were mad at us. first Mrs. De Jesus, because of the bulletin board and our low scores in the test, and then Mrs. Alvendia. argh.

but our journalism class TODAY was different. it was now worth studying and attending. haha. :)) i hope that this would still continue for the next journalism classes.

*chinansingan ni faye si MICHAEL ANDREW CRESPO.

gwapo ni JUAN LUNA

so, i've finished my sketch on Juan Luna's face yesterday. haha.





yes. yes, i know. my sketch is brilliant. don't be jealous, okay? haha. joke. :))


uhmmm. leona and dale also went to our house. takte. naka-motor sila. andaya. saglitan nga lang sila sa bahay eh. tapos, napaso din si dale dun sa tambucho ng motor nia. basta. tapos, nalaman ko pa na pumunta pala sila leona at jasmine sa bahay nila dale kahapon. grabe. kainggit. hindi ko yun alam ah.

tagalog muna. :)

Happy Birthday!.

uhmmm. today is the birthday of dale's mom. happy birthday to her.! :) well, i heard that they'll serve LECHON. i hope jasmine suleik would come. she'll definitely enjoy the scrumptious food served. :)) haha.

today. i'm planning to do my LAST project in arts with Sir Jason Balaoro. it's a sketch/painting of your chosen filipino artist (painter). well, i have decided to draw Juan Luna's gorgeous face. yes. he's good-looking and attractive too. actually, it is his mustache that gave a great attention. haha. :))

well, good luck to me. and to him.

TGIF (:

Many events happened today. Here's an outline:

* I felt the presence of the Lord today, awhile ago, during our Research class.

our group doesn't have a topic yet. we haven't even discussed this before. uhmmm. we did, but our discussion is senseless. days had passed, and still, we haven't thought of one. until today. awhile ago, we had our defense of the titles. what shall we present and stand up for? it's really mortifying if we'll just stand there and do nothing. we'll look stupid and irresponsible persons. argh. with my fingers crossed, i prayed that we shall not be called. oh no. oh no. YES! the bell rang. haha. we're saved.

* Leona and Dale's proposal was rejected

owwww. their proposal was thrown out (not literally). i forgot what it is, but it has something to do with an alcohol lamp incubator that will cultivate a certain bacteria. so, that's it. they will just think of another topic. well, good luck to you guys.

* Dylan Melicano treated us

well. i didn't expect that dylan would treat us (rommel and i) a softdrink. he just said, "gusto niyo ng RC?" and then voila.! i don't know what came into his mind that time. what i can still remember is that we three are discussing about their own researches.

* My mom bought me a new pair of school shoes

that's it. she bought me a new pair of shoes. FIGLIA. it's kinda weird. but i like it. should i describe it? well, it's black. with heels (not that high, maybe half an inch). it doesn't have a ...uhmmm. well, it's hard to explain. here's the picture of it.



uhmm. so, that's all. Thank God it's Friday.! :) rest day.

omg. we tackled about the different mental disorders awhile ago. i discovered that i also have one (actually, there's two). according to the reporter's discussion, there are symptoms to a particular dysfunction. and two of those really fits me. argh.

Paranoia is a disturbed thought process characterized by excessive anxiety or fear, often to the point of irrationality and delusion. so, it simply means that one suffers from great fear (not phobia, actually) from people, that they will harm you in some way, whether physically, mentally or emotionally. well, i often think that way. but not too much. of course. well, sometimes, paranoia is related to phobia. but it really is not.

well, speaking of phobias, i'm an EPISTAXIOPHOBIC, meaning i fear nosebleeds. haha. NOSEBLEED.! :)) my 'lil brother is a DIDASKALEINOPHOBIC, which means he is afraid of going to school. haha. it really fits him. :)) and. and. i also have one friend who fears bathing. JASMINE SULEIK is ABLUTOPHOBIC. HAHA. :))



so. uhmmm. leona and i didn't come with jasmine and dale to SM today.

omg. i have found a perfect piece. it's AVE MARIA by Scubert. well, it's a nice song. i wish i could play it.


for the free piano sheet, click THIS




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argh. i'm grounded. no piano. no tv. no pc. well, they're not around. i can still do what i want. haha.

potajorn.

potajorn

the higher the step i take the more pain i bear.
it hurts me so much that i need someone to accompany me.

i tried my best to wear a smile
but i can't force myself
so i force to smile
leaving only a mark of uncertainty inside.

it hurts me so much
but no one sees
i'll just stay pretty alive
but my soul not inside

the words you've said,
the actions you've shown
all of them cause me to suffer
suffer from an inevitable situation

my first few weeks seem to be the loneliest of all. :|