Friday, August 15, 2008

upcat.

remember what i've written two weeks ago? well, i'm gonna post now my upcat experience. haha. i didn't think that it would take weeks. you know, the HELL WEEK. to make it short, i'll just make an outline of it. well, except for the upcat preparation and the upcat itself.

so, friday, august 1 2008, we had a free day. it's not a free day, actually. it's a review day for us, the seniors. awwww. the 4B students had a breakfast galore during their English class. but we just stayed in our room, studying the review materials we had had last summer (for those who attended review centers, like me). some of the REJUVINATING students went to our room to share their foods - breads with butter and jam, tuna with cabbage, etc. almost all of our subject teachers agreed to us that we shall review for the test in UP (UPCAT for short) except for --toooot--. well, let's just hide its real name for privacy.

let's not talk about that anymore. so, leona, dale, and jasmine are scheduled to take the test the next day, august 2, 2008, which also means that i won't be able to be with them AND i won't have anyone whom i know to be with me on the day i was scheduled.

so, august 3, sunday came. but the night before, i can't sleep. i really can't sleep. i don't know, maybe i'm just too excited or scared or nervous or something. so, i woke up with my eyes still closed. life is full of paradox, isn't it? whenever the upcat is not near, i'm feeling excited. but now, i mean that day, i felt scared.

my mom is really excited about the said event/thing/happening. she woke me up at 4 in the morning and at 5, we left. we arrived at UP Diliman at exactly 5:30 AM. the atmosphere is still dark and cold. and the cold breeze of dawn increased my feeling of uncertainty and doubt ,and also fear. my hands were cold and i suddenly felt something, something i can't explain. i held my hands and placed it on my belly. OH NOOOOO. my stomach aches. :)) well, that's natural, i thought, whenever i'm afraid i always had a stomachache.

so, my mom accompanied me to the School of Economics. there are a lot of kids around (maybe i should call them examinees, or UPCAT trash. kidding.) so, i'll just describe what my inferences are on the type of humans i have observed. almost all are rich kids. they're wearing clothes that are cool today, but when i saw their faces, i was shocked. they don't look like one. joke. haha. so, there was this girl who don't really acted like one. and, there were also a group of berks who dressed like they're factory workers 'cause they're wearing the same color of shirts. and then, there's also a cute guy, i'm pertaining to a fat guy, who looks like ***. try to guess.

after that, we went to our respective rooms. wow, the room's big and air-conditioned too. so, i went to the cr first so that there would be no more disturbances while taking the test. i was shocked when i returned because it is i whom they waited for them to start the test. it's very humiliating. i entered the room and i could see their eyes looking at me with mercy - so pitiful on myself being stupid. ooooohhhhh. so, after that, we started the test. my seatmate, who is a boy, was so noisy. i could hear the crumbling of the chips he was eating. and also the plastic. argh.

in summary, the UPCAT was so hard, for me. i don't know to some. but for me, it is sooooo difficult.

August 4, 2008 - nothing special happened
August 5, 2008 - i crammed for my report in english. chapter 21, The Return.
August 6, 2008 - i reported; i learned that the real pronunciation of JUSTO is Husto not Dyusto.
August 7, 2008 - i crammed for my project in Drafting, which is the floorplan, and in Physics.
August 8, 2008 - i passed all the projects. my grade in the floor plan is 96 and in Physics, i don't know.

August 9, 2008 - i went to Megan's house to do our project in MAPEH, which is a painting
August 10, 2008 - we went to SM Southmall to watch Landas

as of now, all i can say is that i'm tired. my hands can't continue anymore. i'll just post tomorrow, i think, all about the special events that happened this week. ADIOS.

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