Sunday, August 31, 2008
spiderman.
Dear Spiderman,
linggo. wala pa ring pag-uusad. wala pa ring pag-uusad ang research namin at ang pag-aaway namin ni JEROME. so, galit pa rin siya. nakita ko ung comments nia saken.
akala ko medyo okay na. pero may sumunod pang iba.
oo. sorry na nga eh. friends?
trinanslate ko to sa babelfish. eto ung lumbas: "Is C qoui that? You m' irritate!". halata naman galit pa rin saken si jerome. so, nag-sorry na ko. ewan ko kung tatanggapin nia. bahala na. bahala na si spiderman. (hindi yun joke) bat nga ba spiderman? ewan. bahala na rin.
napaiyak na naman ako. sobra. dahil sa napaka-walang kwenta kong tao, nawala ko ang mga pinaka-importanteng tao sa buhay ko. dahil sa napaka-tanga ko, nag-away kami ni jerome. dahil sa napaka-gago kong tao, hindi ko siya magawang makipagbati na sa akin. dahil sa napaka-bobo kong tao, wala na akong silbi. i should have died yesterday. i should have went with my dad in EK. i should have ridden that SPACE SHUTTLE and died because of a bloody accident. i wish i were not here.
buti pa si dale at ohio, nagkaka-igihan na. torpe nga lang sila sa isa't isa. ewan ko. nabasa ko ung blog ni DD eh. basta. masaya sila sa kani-kanilang buhay.
eto ako ngayon, umiiyak pa rin. sobra. nakikipag-sabayan nga ang mga ulap sa akin. napakalakas. HEAVY FLOW. huh? menstruation? (hindi uli yan joke). basta. bahala na uli si spiderman. tandaan mo, ipina-uubaya ko na ang lahat sa iyo, spidey.
linggo. wala pa ring pag-uusad. wala pa ring pag-uusad ang research namin at ang pag-aaway namin ni JEROME. so, galit pa rin siya. nakita ko ung comments nia saken.
"Ewan ko ba sau. San na comment ko? Okay ka lng? Eh ano ung ibig sabihin
ng "Awch c jerome na ung first featured moh"?"
ng "Awch c jerome na ung first featured moh"?"
akala ko medyo okay na. pero may sumunod pang iba.
"Isipin mo nman kasi kung ano ung dating nung sinabi moh. hmp!!!"
oo. sorry na nga eh. friends?
friends? C'est qoui ça? Tu m'enerve!
trinanslate ko to sa babelfish. eto ung lumbas: "Is C qoui that? You m' irritate!". halata naman galit pa rin saken si jerome. so, nag-sorry na ko. ewan ko kung tatanggapin nia. bahala na. bahala na si spiderman. (hindi yun joke) bat nga ba spiderman? ewan. bahala na rin.
napaiyak na naman ako. sobra. dahil sa napaka-walang kwenta kong tao, nawala ko ang mga pinaka-importanteng tao sa buhay ko. dahil sa napaka-tanga ko, nag-away kami ni jerome. dahil sa napaka-gago kong tao, hindi ko siya magawang makipagbati na sa akin. dahil sa napaka-bobo kong tao, wala na akong silbi. i should have died yesterday. i should have went with my dad in EK. i should have ridden that SPACE SHUTTLE and died because of a bloody accident. i wish i were not here.
buti pa si dale at ohio, nagkaka-igihan na. torpe nga lang sila sa isa't isa. ewan ko. nabasa ko ung blog ni DD eh. basta. masaya sila sa kani-kanilang buhay.
eto ako ngayon, umiiyak pa rin. sobra. nakikipag-sabayan nga ang mga ulap sa akin. napakalakas. HEAVY FLOW. huh? menstruation? (hindi uli yan joke). basta. bahala na uli si spiderman. tandaan mo, ipina-uubaya ko na ang lahat sa iyo, spidey.
Nagmamahal,
Michelle
hindi talaga joke yan. walang nakakatawa.
satearday
i woke up seeing them went off. it's my second time to be left alone. well, i don't want to go with them. i don't care whatever place they'll go.
i saw him again. yes, that stupid happy-go-lucky gay. i was annoyed when i saw him online in my list. steam went out my ears. i want to kill that guy/gay/homo/mortal. tears fell off from my eyes. i cried because of great wrath. suddenly i stopped, thinking that i was stupid. yes, a great moron.
my dad called me, saying that they're at EK. what? they went without me. i cried again. but it's not the one i did for him.
oh. by the way, i remember that today's saTEARday. it's a 24-hour full blast. it's a bad day. a very bad day, indeed.
when i opened my friendster account, there's a new comment. i was happy about that. yet when i clicked it, i saw jerome's comment to me.
yes, no priest parents. no stupid brother. no hyper kid.
lucky? maybe not.
i saw him again. yes, that stupid happy-go-lucky gay. i was annoyed when i saw him online in my list. steam went out my ears. i want to kill that guy/gay/homo/mortal. tears fell off from my eyes. i cried because of great wrath. suddenly i stopped, thinking that i was stupid. yes, a great moron.
my dad called me, saying that they're at EK. what? they went without me. i cried again. but it's not the one i did for him.
oh. by the way, i remember that today's saTEARday. it's a 24-hour full blast. it's a bad day. a very bad day, indeed.
when i opened my friendster account, there's a new comment. i was happy about that. yet when i clicked it, i saw jerome's comment to me.
-shadOwhEarts-
08/29/2008 10:28 am
bakit? anong problema sa order? may kinalaman ba un sa pagiging close sa isang tao? ASAR LNG UN AH. Edi ibig-sabihin pla nun huli pla ako.
08/29/2008 10:28 am
so, he's mad at me. okay. okay. it's my fault. sabi ko kay dale na "awch. si jerome na ung first featured mo." actually, wala na kong masabi kaya ung ung sinabi ko. iyon ang totoo. wala naman talaga akong intensyong masaktan nang todo si jerome. haller? aawayin ko si jerome? okay. inaway ko na pala siya. pero hindi ko un sinasadya.
again, naiyak na naman ako. sobra. habang tinitignan ko ung comments nia sa iba-ibang tao. edi na-hurt din ako kasi sinasabi niya sa ibang tao - na para bang ako ung may kasalanan. oo, kasalanan ko nga, pero diba nakaka-hurt kapag iyon din ang iniisip ng ibang tao saken? grabe tong araw na to.
again, naiyak na naman ako. sobra. habang tinitignan ko ung comments nia sa iba-ibang tao. edi na-hurt din ako kasi sinasabi niya sa ibang tao - na para bang ako ung may kasalanan. oo, kasalanan ko nga, pero diba nakaka-hurt kapag iyon din ang iniisip ng ibang tao saken? grabe tong araw na to.
i'm still crying up to now.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
NCAE
NCAE's over.
the test is divided into eight - Reading Comprehension, Manipulative Ability, Mathematical Ability, Clerical Ability, Science, Verbal ---, Nonverbal ---, Entrepreneurship Ability. Correct me if i'm wrong. i forgot the RIGHT words.
so, i'm here again, angry to one person. but it's different from yesterday's. it's all just because of our stupid research. story will be continued...
the test is divided into eight - Reading Comprehension, Manipulative Ability, Mathematical Ability, Clerical Ability, Science, Verbal ---, Nonverbal ---, Entrepreneurship Ability. Correct me if i'm wrong. i forgot the RIGHT words.
so, i'm here again, angry to one person. but it's different from yesterday's. it's all just because of our stupid research. story will be continued...
Tuesday, August 26, 2008
thunder
i thought we'll be having our NCAE today. thank goodness (I can't say the name of course), i did my essay yesterday. well, i can say that it's a trash. remember what crespo always say? yes, his famous "Basura". just for this moment, i accept that word to describe my procrastinated work.
by the way, i have this irritating scenario awhile ago, at exactly 1 pm (that's what i read from our clock). i got hot under the collar at that time. well, it's because of an irritating girl/boy, or should i say both, who, under some circumstances, tested my limit. i'm so angry with him/her/them.
you're such a SHIT/ASSHOLE/SOAB. Here i am again, angry with you guy(s). you're nothing but a shit! you always believe that it's not me. you always think that i'm not that good. you're always THINKING that you're better than me ALWAYS. sorry bitch! it's the other way around. -----------, you're such a LOSER! i'm so angry with you. as a matter of fact, i really loathe you.
i'm sorry. it's just that i can't control my feelings anymore.
let's not talk about that anymore.
by the way, i have this irritating scenario awhile ago, at exactly 1 pm (that's what i read from our clock). i got hot under the collar at that time. well, it's because of an irritating girl/boy, or should i say both, who, under some circumstances, tested my limit. i'm so angry with him/her/them.
you're such a SHIT/ASSHOLE/SOAB. Here i am again, angry with you guy(s). you're nothing but a shit! you always believe that it's not me. you always think that i'm not that good. you're always THINKING that you're better than me ALWAYS. sorry bitch! it's the other way around. -----------, you're such a LOSER! i'm so angry with you. as a matter of fact, i really loathe you.
i'm sorry. it's just that i can't control my feelings anymore.
---
today's full of lightings and thunders. it's kinda scary but it really is beautiful. rain also fell down those big dark clouds. and this made us stop by at Jasmine's house. we spent our time there, eating and criticizing other people.
uhmmm. by the way, carla's new phone is also the same to the one i've lost (actually it's not lost, it's robbed).
uhmmm. by the way, carla's new phone is also the same to the one i've lost (actually it's not lost, it's robbed).
Monday, August 25, 2008
Teenage Pregnancy: A Reflective Essay
When I think of pregnancy, I can not help myself but be frightened – frightened because of the big responsibilities it bears. Suddenly, questions keep running into my mind. Why do I need to think about these stuffs? Why do I need to know these things? Will it affect me, my whole personality, my way of living? These questions were then answered after our class was tasked to watch a documentary – a very important one that emphasizes one of the most alarming dilemmas in our country.
The documentary, “Nanay na si Nene,” features one of the well-known problems we are facing, which is the teenage pregnancy. Teenage pregnancy is a very famous topic talked about today. It talks about underage girls, from 12 to 19 years old, becoming pregnant.
When I watched this, I was awakened to the fact that it really exists. I mean, it really is true, but I was shocked because of their ages. Jonalyn is 16, Belinda is only 14, and Lealyn was 12. Among the three teens interviewed, Lealyn is the youngest and she seems to be the most unfortunate for she bore twins. I am so saddened by her situation. Her husband does not earn enough money to buy the twin’s milk. And sometimes, they do not even eat just for their twins to have milk. I do not know if I would pity or be angry to her.
Again, questions appeared in my mind. Why do they engage in such hard situations? Do not they think first before doing something? I know regrets are always in the end, but did not they think about the possible outcomes? Do not they think about their parents, who suffered and sacrificed everything just for them to have the best? Well, let us consider some factors that can affect the teenager’s engagement to this alarming situation. The environment is one. It is true that the people around you can serve as a big influence. Your surroundings, especially in crowded areas, can control whatever you do, think and say. Media is another. Nowadays, many teens get hooked to the incredible powers of technology. However, not all are suitable for very young audiences. Some TV shows, internet sites, and even newspaper articles contain malicious contents. Peer pressure is another. According to the group of teens interviewed, they first became aware to sex because they learned it from their friends. The fact that sex has become common among children is very unfortunate. To make matters worse, it may even be considered “cool” in some and according also to them, physical intimacy is a way of expressing their love. But is it really true? Is it love that you feel? Or is it just for pleasure? Yes, pleasure. It is not love but pleasure. Love waits and infatuation hastes. If you really love someone, you shall wait – wait for the right time. Moreover, adolescence is not the right time to express such feelings. On the other hand, others think the other way. Well, we can consider this also as one of the reasons why there is an early pregnancy.
Having a baby in an early age is hard. Raising one seems to be the hardest thing one has ever done. Life today is tough and that is why we should not think of the things we should not mind. We are just teenagers and we should not rush and just focus on our studies and our future life.
The documentary, “Nanay na si Nene,” features one of the well-known problems we are facing, which is the teenage pregnancy. Teenage pregnancy is a very famous topic talked about today. It talks about underage girls, from 12 to 19 years old, becoming pregnant.
When I watched this, I was awakened to the fact that it really exists. I mean, it really is true, but I was shocked because of their ages. Jonalyn is 16, Belinda is only 14, and Lealyn was 12. Among the three teens interviewed, Lealyn is the youngest and she seems to be the most unfortunate for she bore twins. I am so saddened by her situation. Her husband does not earn enough money to buy the twin’s milk. And sometimes, they do not even eat just for their twins to have milk. I do not know if I would pity or be angry to her.
Again, questions appeared in my mind. Why do they engage in such hard situations? Do not they think first before doing something? I know regrets are always in the end, but did not they think about the possible outcomes? Do not they think about their parents, who suffered and sacrificed everything just for them to have the best? Well, let us consider some factors that can affect the teenager’s engagement to this alarming situation. The environment is one. It is true that the people around you can serve as a big influence. Your surroundings, especially in crowded areas, can control whatever you do, think and say. Media is another. Nowadays, many teens get hooked to the incredible powers of technology. However, not all are suitable for very young audiences. Some TV shows, internet sites, and even newspaper articles contain malicious contents. Peer pressure is another. According to the group of teens interviewed, they first became aware to sex because they learned it from their friends. The fact that sex has become common among children is very unfortunate. To make matters worse, it may even be considered “cool” in some and according also to them, physical intimacy is a way of expressing their love. But is it really true? Is it love that you feel? Or is it just for pleasure? Yes, pleasure. It is not love but pleasure. Love waits and infatuation hastes. If you really love someone, you shall wait – wait for the right time. Moreover, adolescence is not the right time to express such feelings. On the other hand, others think the other way. Well, we can consider this also as one of the reasons why there is an early pregnancy.
Having a baby in an early age is hard. Raising one seems to be the hardest thing one has ever done. Life today is tough and that is why we should not think of the things we should not mind. We are just teenagers and we should not rush and just focus on our studies and our future life.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
PNU madness.
we had this stupid classes today. darn! how would you feel about that, taking only three subjects and then card giving afterwards?
let's talk about the card giving thing. so, my dad went to get my card. he's late and he also brought Justin with him. after the PTA meeting, my dad just went off, leaving me without seeing my grades. well, bad things appeared in my mind. maybe i have low grades that my dad got pissed off. argh.
so, jasmine and i went with leona's group (with dylan & dale) to PNU. dylan invited us for a ride (with his parents of course). but we're shocked when they stopped in BLUE WAVE. oh no. they're inviting us again for lunch. we're a little bit shy, you know. of course i'm not sure if they are also.
KFC's bucket meal, four extra rice, coleslaw, and a mashed potato - that's what we ate. dylan's parents paid it all. wow, how nice of them. we also found dale's partner. actually it's a 10-year-old boy. and yes, dale do look like at that age too. :))
after that, we went to PNU. but the guard there didn't allow us to enter for the RESEARCH (what's the word?) is not available during Saturdays. we looked busted at that time. we expected and then there's nothing. well, it's okay. we didn't spend even a centavo in going there. but of course, dylan's parents' effort were waisted.
so, we just spent our time in SM Manila and Baclaran afterwards. jasmine and i also bought the novel, Mass. and i sacrificed my CENTENNIAL one hundred pesos just to buy that book. well actually, jasmine exchanged her ORDINARY 100 peso bill to that of my EXTRAORDINARY one. nice one. :))
let's talk about the card giving thing. so, my dad went to get my card. he's late and he also brought Justin with him. after the PTA meeting, my dad just went off, leaving me without seeing my grades. well, bad things appeared in my mind. maybe i have low grades that my dad got pissed off. argh.
so, jasmine and i went with leona's group (with dylan & dale) to PNU. dylan invited us for a ride (with his parents of course). but we're shocked when they stopped in BLUE WAVE. oh no. they're inviting us again for lunch. we're a little bit shy, you know. of course i'm not sure if they are also.
KFC's bucket meal, four extra rice, coleslaw, and a mashed potato - that's what we ate. dylan's parents paid it all. wow, how nice of them. we also found dale's partner. actually it's a 10-year-old boy. and yes, dale do look like at that age too. :))
after that, we went to PNU. but the guard there didn't allow us to enter for the RESEARCH (what's the word?) is not available during Saturdays. we looked busted at that time. we expected and then there's nothing. well, it's okay. we didn't spend even a centavo in going there. but of course, dylan's parents' effort were waisted.
so, we just spent our time in SM Manila and Baclaran afterwards. jasmine and i also bought the novel, Mass. and i sacrificed my CENTENNIAL one hundred pesos just to buy that book. well actually, jasmine exchanged her ORDINARY 100 peso bill to that of my EXTRAORDINARY one. nice one. :))
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Happy Birthday Bea.!
ngayon nga pala ang aming dula sa MAPEH. ako ay gumanap bilang isang donya ng makalumang panahon. makalumang panahon sapagkat hindi ko kayang magsuot ng damit ng isang donya ngayon. DUH?! ako nga rin pala ang prayer leader ngayong araw na ito. buti na lamang at nakagawa ako ng dasal. at siya nga pala, naka-100 nga pala kami sa MAPEH sa ginawa naming presentasyon. buong klase iyon ah.
Ngayon din ay kaarawan ng aking kaibigan na si Bea. inimbitahan niya kami na dumalo sa kanyang handaan sa kanilang bahay. hindi naman ako makatanggi sapagkat kaibigan ko nga siya.
bago kami pumunta sa kanila, dumaan muna kami sa SM Sucat upang bumili ng 3/4 na damit ni Jasmine at Mass ni F. Sionil Jose. sa kasamaang palad, walang ganoong libro doon (na mura) kaya naisipan naming bumili na lamang ng regalo para kay Bea. galing sa Artwork ang regalo namin sa kanya. isa iyong bracelet na nagkakahalagangP ****. pagkatapos ay bumili naman sila ng tag para doon. ako nga pala ang nagsulat sapagkat maganda ang aking sulat.
papunta na kami sa bahay nila Bea. sumakay kami ng dyip. habang nasa dyip kami, nagpayabangan muna kami. hindi ko alam kung ano ang pumasok sa isipan ni Leona nang sinabi niyang napag-aralan na namin ang HTML noong nasa elementarya pa lamang kami. nagtataka ako sa sinabi niyang iyon kaya winika kong hindi pa namin iyon napapagp-aralan. tumawa sila.
nakarating na kami sa may overpass at bumaba na kami sa dyip. naglalakad na kami papuntang Villanueva. sumakay kami ng tricycle at bumaba sa Judea Extension. doon ay nagsimula na kaming maglakad. malapit na kami sa bahay nila Bea nang makasagupa namin ang isang puting aso na nagngingitngit. tumakbo sila Leona papalayo habang si Jasmine naman ay nanatili sa kaniyang pwesto. ako naman, humakbang ng kaunti papalayo. dahil sa nangyaring iyon, napilitan kaming sumakay na lamang ng pedicab upang makaiwas sa asong iyon.
nakarating naman kami sa bahay nila Bea - gutom, pagod na pagod, at bangag. kumain kami doon. nagpiktyuran din, nagsaya at higit sa lahat, nag-usap. napag-alaman na niya ang mga kamalian niya sa buhay.
umalis kami sa kanilang bahay ng mga 9 na ng gabi. at nakarating naman ako sa amin ng mga 10. hindi ko pa rin nagagawa ang aking Elevation sa Drapting.
Ngayon din ay kaarawan ng aking kaibigan na si Bea. inimbitahan niya kami na dumalo sa kanyang handaan sa kanilang bahay. hindi naman ako makatanggi sapagkat kaibigan ko nga siya.
bago kami pumunta sa kanila, dumaan muna kami sa SM Sucat upang bumili ng 3/4 na damit ni Jasmine at Mass ni F. Sionil Jose. sa kasamaang palad, walang ganoong libro doon (na mura) kaya naisipan naming bumili na lamang ng regalo para kay Bea. galing sa Artwork ang regalo namin sa kanya. isa iyong bracelet na nagkakahalagang
papunta na kami sa bahay nila Bea. sumakay kami ng dyip. habang nasa dyip kami, nagpayabangan muna kami. hindi ko alam kung ano ang pumasok sa isipan ni Leona nang sinabi niyang napag-aralan na namin ang HTML noong nasa elementarya pa lamang kami. nagtataka ako sa sinabi niyang iyon kaya winika kong hindi pa namin iyon napapagp-aralan. tumawa sila.
nakarating na kami sa may overpass at bumaba na kami sa dyip. naglalakad na kami papuntang Villanueva. sumakay kami ng tricycle at bumaba sa Judea Extension. doon ay nagsimula na kaming maglakad. malapit na kami sa bahay nila Bea nang makasagupa namin ang isang puting aso na nagngingitngit. tumakbo sila Leona papalayo habang si Jasmine naman ay nanatili sa kaniyang pwesto. ako naman, humakbang ng kaunti papalayo. dahil sa nangyaring iyon, napilitan kaming sumakay na lamang ng pedicab upang makaiwas sa asong iyon.
nakarating naman kami sa bahay nila Bea - gutom, pagod na pagod, at bangag. kumain kami doon. nagpiktyuran din, nagsaya at higit sa lahat, nag-usap. napag-alaman na niya ang mga kamalian niya sa buhay.
umalis kami sa kanilang bahay ng mga 9 na ng gabi. at nakarating naman ako sa amin ng mga 10. hindi ko pa rin nagagawa ang aking Elevation sa Drapting.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
ang pagpipilit
sinuspende ang klase ngayong araw na ito. hindi ko nga alam kung bakit eh. pero sabi ng aking itay, iyon ay dahil malakas ang ulan kanina. eh, kanina lang naman iyon eh. bakit pa kailangang isuspinde? di bale. masaya naman eh.
bago pa ako nakauwi sa aming bahay, gumala muna ako. una sa lahat, pumunta kami sa Lianas sapagkat kakain si Dale. inuulit ko, si Dale lamang. ngunit, pinilit nila ako. napilit lang pala ako. kaya pumayag na ako sa kanila.
matapos namin kumain, nasulyapan namin sila Carla sa Jollibee. pumasok naman kami sapagkat tinatawag nila kami. pagpasok namin, nakita namin sina Jasmine, Albert, Philippe at Ohio. kinamusta namin sila. sa katunayan ay kinilig pa nga si Dale sapagkat andoon si Ohio. pagkatapos ay umalis na kami.
hindi pa ako tumuloy sa aming tahanan sapagkat inimbitahan kami ni Dale na pumunta sa kanila. inimbitahan nga ba? basta. nanood lamang kami ng Ginger snaps back/Gingersnaps II. dumating nga pala si Jasmine. pero matapos ang ilang oras ay umuwi na rin kaagad ako sapagkat pinapauwi na ako ng aking butihing ina.
nakauwi na ako at dahil sa sobrang pagod ay nakatulog ako habang nagbabasa ng librong hiniram ko kay Leona.
bago pa ako nakauwi sa aming bahay, gumala muna ako. una sa lahat, pumunta kami sa Lianas sapagkat kakain si Dale. inuulit ko, si Dale lamang. ngunit, pinilit nila ako. napilit lang pala ako. kaya pumayag na ako sa kanila.
matapos namin kumain, nasulyapan namin sila Carla sa Jollibee. pumasok naman kami sapagkat tinatawag nila kami. pagpasok namin, nakita namin sina Jasmine, Albert, Philippe at Ohio. kinamusta namin sila. sa katunayan ay kinilig pa nga si Dale sapagkat andoon si Ohio. pagkatapos ay umalis na kami.
hindi pa ako tumuloy sa aming tahanan sapagkat inimbitahan kami ni Dale na pumunta sa kanila. inimbitahan nga ba? basta. nanood lamang kami ng Ginger snaps back/Gingersnaps II. dumating nga pala si Jasmine. pero matapos ang ilang oras ay umuwi na rin kaagad ako sapagkat pinapauwi na ako ng aking butihing ina.
nakauwi na ako at dahil sa sobrang pagod ay nakatulog ako habang nagbabasa ng librong hiniram ko kay Leona.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
ang presentasyon
ngayong araw na ito ay itinakda upang kami ay magsayaw. OO, tama ang narinig ninyo. MAGSASAYAW ako. hindi ko naman talaga gusto iyon. napilitan lamang ako sapagkat dumalo pa ako sa aming meeting sa Filipino. hindi naman ako nakatanggi sapagkat kawawa naman ang grupo namin. kaya eto, nagsakripisyo ako ng dalawang minutong kahihiyan sa harap ng klase.
pagpasok ko sa paaralan, wala muna akong pakielam sa kung ano man ang mangyayari. ngunit nang may tumapik sa aking balikat, nagsimula na ang kinatatakutan ko. si jasmine leonor ang tumapik sa akin at tinanong niya ako kung may dala ba akong Filipiniana. ang sagot ko'y wala. hindi ko alam kung bakit iyon ang sinagot ko. siguro ay wala pa ako sa tamang katinuan nang mga oras na iyon. nagulat si Jasmine sa aking winika at napasigaw siya. at doon sa oras na iyon ay namulat ang aking kaisipan sa ilang oras ng kahihiyan.
sa klase namin sa pisika, hinayaan kaming magpraktis para sa aming programa sa Filipino. at pagdating naman sa Matematika ay nagklase na kami. hindi kami pinayagang magpraktis ni Ginoong Torrecampo sapagkat mahuhuli na daw kami sa aming mga leksyon. sa kasamaang palad, ang susunod na klase ay Filipino. tumunog na ang bell. hindi na ako mapakali ng mga sandaling iyon.
pumunta na kami sa banyo upang magbihis. sinuot ko ang Filipiniana kong kimona at patadyong na kulay orange. pagkatapos, umakyat na kami upang maghanda na sa gagawing programa.
dumating na nga ang oras na pinaka-ayaw ko. ang grupo na namin ang susunod. sa kabutihang palad ay hindi ko nakalimutan ang mga steps sa aming sayaw. ayos naman ang sayaw namin. buti na lang.
pumunta ako sa SM nang mag-isa ngayon. hindi na ako nakasabay kina Leona sapagkat nagkaroon kami ng meeting para sa nalalapit na programa namin sa MAPEH.
nakita ko siya. kinamusta niya ako at sumagot din naman ako. iiiiiiiiiiiii. joke. wala na rin naman akong nararamdaman sa kanya eh kaya baliwala na lang sa akin ang mga pangyayaring iyon.
siya nga pala. bumili ako ng anim na cartolina para sa Drapting namin.
pagpasok ko sa paaralan, wala muna akong pakielam sa kung ano man ang mangyayari. ngunit nang may tumapik sa aking balikat, nagsimula na ang kinatatakutan ko. si jasmine leonor ang tumapik sa akin at tinanong niya ako kung may dala ba akong Filipiniana. ang sagot ko'y wala. hindi ko alam kung bakit iyon ang sinagot ko. siguro ay wala pa ako sa tamang katinuan nang mga oras na iyon. nagulat si Jasmine sa aking winika at napasigaw siya. at doon sa oras na iyon ay namulat ang aking kaisipan sa ilang oras ng kahihiyan.
sa klase namin sa pisika, hinayaan kaming magpraktis para sa aming programa sa Filipino. at pagdating naman sa Matematika ay nagklase na kami. hindi kami pinayagang magpraktis ni Ginoong Torrecampo sapagkat mahuhuli na daw kami sa aming mga leksyon. sa kasamaang palad, ang susunod na klase ay Filipino. tumunog na ang bell. hindi na ako mapakali ng mga sandaling iyon.
pumunta na kami sa banyo upang magbihis. sinuot ko ang Filipiniana kong kimona at patadyong na kulay orange. pagkatapos, umakyat na kami upang maghanda na sa gagawing programa.
dumating na nga ang oras na pinaka-ayaw ko. ang grupo na namin ang susunod. sa kabutihang palad ay hindi ko nakalimutan ang mga steps sa aming sayaw. ayos naman ang sayaw namin. buti na lang.
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pumunta ako sa SM nang mag-isa ngayon. hindi na ako nakasabay kina Leona sapagkat nagkaroon kami ng meeting para sa nalalapit na programa namin sa MAPEH.
nakita ko siya. kinamusta niya ako at sumagot din naman ako. iiiiiiiiiiiii. joke. wala na rin naman akong nararamdaman sa kanya eh kaya baliwala na lang sa akin ang mga pangyayaring iyon.
siya nga pala. bumili ako ng anim na cartolina para sa Drapting namin.
Monday, August 18, 2008
lunes.
walang pasok ngayon. pero hindi ko alam kung bakit.
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kagabi, nag-"movie marathon" kami ng aking nakababatang kapatid na si Justin. nanood kami ng "The Exorcism of Emily Rose". dahil sa kahilingan ng aking kapatid, at para na rin samahan niya ako sa panonood, sinunod na namin ang "Transformers" kahit ito'y paulit-ulit na naming napapanood. para sa inyong impormasyon, kami'y nanonood lamang sa Internet at alam kong piracy ang tawag doon. ngunit, wala namang perpekto diba? at sabi din sa "Seed of Chucky", "Rome wasn't built in one day".
sa kadahilanang masyadong malakas ang tunog, nagising ang aking itay at nakisama na rin siya sa panonood namin. at dahil hindi pa kami nakokontento sa halos tatlong oras naming panonood, ay pumili na naman kami ng palabas na isusunod namin. ang aking itay ang pumili. at ang pinili niya ay ang palabas na "The Gods Must be Crazy". makalumang palabas na ito subalit napakaganda niya. simple lang ito - walang special effects - ngunit nakakatuwa. ang palabas na iyon ay tungkol sa isang simpleng Bushman. hindi ko na ito ikukwento pa sapagkat nakakatamad na.
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bumalik na tayo sa nangyari ngayon. basta, pagkagising ko, naglinis ako ng kwarto. at pagkatapos ay nanood na naman kami ng isang palabas - "The Gods Must be Crazy 2". hindi ko inakalang aabutin kami ng limang oras sa pagnood lamang nito sapagkat napakabagal ng aming Internet connection. halos sinumpa ko na ata iyon sa sobrang galit. pero sa kabutihang palad, natapos naman namin ang palabas at nangako kami sa aming ina na hindi na muli manood ng ganoong palabas at kahit ano pang mga palabas sapagkat aksaya lamang ito sa kuryente.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
headache madness.
i'm having severe headaches this past few days. just now, i'm feeling that my head's gonna burst. it really hurts.
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i just arrived from megan's house after practicing for our filipino play and dance. uhmmm, you may find the next words shocking so beware. i'm part of the dance. i think it's the time for you to laugh. okay, i know, i'm not good at dancing at all. but because of some circumstances, i was part of it. well, it's only for two minutes. two minutes of mortification on my reputation.
i'm also part of the play, wherein my role is the first teacher (unang guro). haha.
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until now, my head's aching.
Saturday, August 16, 2008
saturation day.
today's saturday.
jasmine went to our house this morning to give me her application form for Ateneo. she went with her pajamas. she's a bother, actually, after going here in our house without finishing everything, especially the essay. i mean, she went here without finalizing all. okay, okay, it's just the essay and the pictures.
so after that, we went to Ateneo. my dad didn't accompany to the building, so i went with my camera to take some pictures (pictures of the place only, not including myself). and then, i entered the admission office. i waited inside while looking at the students and some parents asking for an extension. i pitied one guy. he said that he just came here in manila from BATANGAS. whoa, that's too far. but the officer (is that the right term) didn't allow him to pass his form anymore for there's something missing - a very small and single thing that has the power to change lives. the form doesn't have the signature of , i'm not sure if it's his parents or principal or teacher.
it's now my turn and i handed down jasmine's and my form to the woman with flu. yes, i'm sure she has a flu. and then i waited AGAIN for the test permit. jasmine's schedule was different from me.
after that, we went to Taguig. and then to Baclaran. :)) my mom bought me a Filipiniana there. it costs only for ------. :))
jasmine went to our house this morning to give me her application form for Ateneo. she went with her pajamas. she's a bother, actually, after going here in our house without finishing everything, especially the essay. i mean, she went here without finalizing all. okay, okay, it's just the essay and the pictures.
so after that, we went to Ateneo. my dad didn't accompany to the building, so i went with my camera to take some pictures (pictures of the place only, not including myself). and then, i entered the admission office. i waited inside while looking at the students and some parents asking for an extension. i pitied one guy. he said that he just came here in manila from BATANGAS. whoa, that's too far. but the officer (is that the right term) didn't allow him to pass his form anymore for there's something missing - a very small and single thing that has the power to change lives. the form doesn't have the signature of , i'm not sure if it's his parents or principal or teacher.
it's now my turn and i handed down jasmine's and my form to the woman with flu. yes, i'm sure she has a flu. and then i waited AGAIN for the test permit. jasmine's schedule was different from me.
after that, we went to Taguig. and then to Baclaran. :)) my mom bought me a Filipiniana there. it costs only for ------. :))
Friday, August 15, 2008
it's not TGIF.
today's not a TGIF-happy-day.
well, today's the last day of our periodical exam.
yesterday's exam was easy, but not today. economics was quite okay for me. but the next subjects were such a SH*T. physics? argh. out of 50 items, i only got 33. well, that's 80%. filipino? no comment. DRAFTING. my score should be 60 out 65 IF i didn't multiply the measurements to two. oh my. i'm so stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. argh. and, lastly, our advance trigonometry. haha. out of 45 items, i only got 22. haha. :))
subject change.
nina had her blow-out today in Mcdo. but, mariel and i accompanied myrra to Olivarez Hospital because myrra needed to get her sister's prespcription from the doctor. unfortunately, it took us so long that we arrived at mcdo with disappointment. after hours of waiting with our stomachs empty, we only saw NOTHING.
well, today's the last day of our periodical exam.
yesterday's exam was easy, but not today. economics was quite okay for me. but the next subjects were such a SH*T. physics? argh. out of 50 items, i only got 33. well, that's 80%. filipino? no comment. DRAFTING. my score should be 60 out 65 IF i didn't multiply the measurements to two. oh my. i'm so stupid. stupid. stupid. stupid. argh. and, lastly, our advance trigonometry. haha. out of 45 items, i only got 22. haha. :))
subject change.
nina had her blow-out today in Mcdo. but, mariel and i accompanied myrra to Olivarez Hospital because myrra needed to get her sister's prespcription from the doctor. unfortunately, it took us so long that we arrived at mcdo with disappointment. after hours of waiting with our stomachs empty, we only saw NOTHING.
we waited.
we expected.
we cried.
we laughed.
we decided to kill our time at 711.
this day seemed to be the most peculiar of all.
upcat.
remember what i've written two weeks ago? well, i'm gonna post now my upcat experience. haha. i didn't think that it would take weeks. you know, the HELL WEEK. to make it short, i'll just make an outline of it. well, except for the upcat preparation and the upcat itself.
so, friday, august 1 2008, we had a free day. it's not a free day, actually. it's a review day for us, the seniors. awwww. the 4B students had a breakfast galore during their English class. but we just stayed in our room, studying the review materials we had had last summer (for those who attended review centers, like me). some of the REJUVINATING students went to our room to share their foods - breads with butter and jam, tuna with cabbage, etc. almost all of our subject teachers agreed to us that we shall review for the test in UP (UPCAT for short) except for --toooot--. well, let's just hide its real name for privacy.
let's not talk about that anymore. so, leona, dale, and jasmine are scheduled to take the test the next day, august 2, 2008, which also means that i won't be able to be with them AND i won't have anyone whom i know to be with me on the day i was scheduled.
so, august 3, sunday came. but the night before, i can't sleep. i really can't sleep. i don't know, maybe i'm just too excited or scared or nervous or something. so, i woke up with my eyes still closed. life is full of paradox, isn't it? whenever the upcat is not near, i'm feeling excited. but now, i mean that day, i felt scared.
my mom is really excited about the said event/thing/happening. she woke me up at 4 in the morning and at 5, we left. we arrived at UP Diliman at exactly 5:30 AM. the atmosphere is still dark and cold. and the cold breeze of dawn increased my feeling of uncertainty and doubt ,and also fear. my hands were cold and i suddenly felt something, something i can't explain. i held my hands and placed it on my belly. OH NOOOOO. my stomach aches. :)) well, that's natural, i thought, whenever i'm afraid i always had a stomachache.
so, my mom accompanied me to the School of Economics. there are a lot of kids around (maybe i should call them examinees, or UPCAT trash. kidding.) so, i'll just describe what my inferences are on the type of humans i have observed. almost all are rich kids. they're wearing clothes that are cool today, but when i saw their faces, i was shocked. they don't look like one. joke. haha. so, there was this girl who don't really acted like one. and, there were also a group of berks who dressed like they're factory workers 'cause they're wearing the same color of shirts. and then, there's also a cute guy, i'm pertaining to a fat guy, who looks like ***. try to guess.
after that, we went to our respective rooms. wow, the room's big and air-conditioned too. so, i went to the cr first so that there would be no more disturbances while taking the test. i was shocked when i returned because it is i whom they waited for them to start the test. it's very humiliating. i entered the room and i could see their eyes looking at me with mercy - so pitiful on myself being stupid. ooooohhhhh. so, after that, we started the test. my seatmate, who is a boy, was so noisy. i could hear the crumbling of the chips he was eating. and also the plastic. argh.
in summary, the UPCAT was so hard, for me. i don't know to some. but for me, it is sooooo difficult.
August 4, 2008 - nothing special happened
August 5, 2008 - i crammed for my report in english. chapter 21, The Return.
August 6, 2008 - i reported; i learned that the real pronunciation of JUSTO is Husto not Dyusto.
August 7, 2008 - i crammed for my project in Drafting, which is the floorplan, and in Physics.
August 8, 2008 - i passed all the projects. my grade in the floor plan is 96 and in Physics, i don't know.
August 9, 2008 - i went to Megan's house to do our project in MAPEH, which is a painting
August 10, 2008 - we went to SM Southmall to watch Landas
so, friday, august 1 2008, we had a free day. it's not a free day, actually. it's a review day for us, the seniors. awwww. the 4B students had a breakfast galore during their English class. but we just stayed in our room, studying the review materials we had had last summer (for those who attended review centers, like me). some of the REJUVINATING students went to our room to share their foods - breads with butter and jam, tuna with cabbage, etc. almost all of our subject teachers agreed to us that we shall review for the test in UP (UPCAT for short) except for --toooot--. well, let's just hide its real name for privacy.
let's not talk about that anymore. so, leona, dale, and jasmine are scheduled to take the test the next day, august 2, 2008, which also means that i won't be able to be with them AND i won't have anyone whom i know to be with me on the day i was scheduled.
so, august 3, sunday came. but the night before, i can't sleep. i really can't sleep. i don't know, maybe i'm just too excited or scared or nervous or something. so, i woke up with my eyes still closed. life is full of paradox, isn't it? whenever the upcat is not near, i'm feeling excited. but now, i mean that day, i felt scared.
my mom is really excited about the said event/thing/happening. she woke me up at 4 in the morning and at 5, we left. we arrived at UP Diliman at exactly 5:30 AM. the atmosphere is still dark and cold. and the cold breeze of dawn increased my feeling of uncertainty and doubt ,and also fear. my hands were cold and i suddenly felt something, something i can't explain. i held my hands and placed it on my belly. OH NOOOOO. my stomach aches. :)) well, that's natural, i thought, whenever i'm afraid i always had a stomachache.
so, my mom accompanied me to the School of Economics. there are a lot of kids around (maybe i should call them examinees, or UPCAT trash. kidding.) so, i'll just describe what my inferences are on the type of humans i have observed. almost all are rich kids. they're wearing clothes that are cool today, but when i saw their faces, i was shocked. they don't look like one. joke. haha. so, there was this girl who don't really acted like one. and, there were also a group of berks who dressed like they're factory workers 'cause they're wearing the same color of shirts. and then, there's also a cute guy, i'm pertaining to a fat guy, who looks like ***. try to guess.
after that, we went to our respective rooms. wow, the room's big and air-conditioned too. so, i went to the cr first so that there would be no more disturbances while taking the test. i was shocked when i returned because it is i whom they waited for them to start the test. it's very humiliating. i entered the room and i could see their eyes looking at me with mercy - so pitiful on myself being stupid. ooooohhhhh. so, after that, we started the test. my seatmate, who is a boy, was so noisy. i could hear the crumbling of the chips he was eating. and also the plastic. argh.
in summary, the UPCAT was so hard, for me. i don't know to some. but for me, it is sooooo difficult.
August 4, 2008 - nothing special happened
August 5, 2008 - i crammed for my report in english. chapter 21, The Return.
August 6, 2008 - i reported; i learned that the real pronunciation of JUSTO is Husto not Dyusto.
August 7, 2008 - i crammed for my project in Drafting, which is the floorplan, and in Physics.
August 8, 2008 - i passed all the projects. my grade in the floor plan is 96 and in Physics, i don't know.
August 9, 2008 - i went to Megan's house to do our project in MAPEH, which is a painting
August 10, 2008 - we went to SM Southmall to watch Landas
as of now, all i can say is that i'm tired. my hands can't continue anymore. i'll just post tomorrow, i think, all about the special events that happened this week. ADIOS.
Sunday, August 10, 2008
Monday, August 4, 2008
UPCAT
i'll post next time, if i have one, all about the exhilarating UPCAT experience.
it's just that i have a very hectic schedule this week.
well, actually, it's HELL WEEK.
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