i hate 14.

unmet expectations.
oh yeah. care to know?

valentine's day. i canceled all my not-so-special meetings. i didn't answer all phone calls. i didn't reply to all those monotonous GMs. i did those stupid acts 'cause i thought we'll be having some "family get-together" thing. FCUK. i waited. i expected. i'm so super duper angry to them, for not keeping their promise.

don't expect! the hell, everybody does the opposite. how can you expect someone not to expect? DUH?! unmet expectations.

i should have went to our journ meeting and enjoyed some moments with them. i should have went with Dale and her family and have fun in their family day at sacre. i should have went to Leona's and have some fun. i should have called Jas. WE should have done our research, feeding those smelly mice with extracted mango peels. i should have not expected.

oh. i hate valentine's day. i hate 14. i hate my family. i hate expecting.