last days

first of all, i'm gonna say that i'm a lunatic. after those series of observations and advices from friends, i found out that i'm suffering from such abnormality. [sigh]

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i'm feeling something strange, something i've felt before that i don't want to feel again. whoooooaaaaaaa. :))

i've been busy these past few weeks so i didn't have much time to blog. besides, i've recorded it all in my phone (dun sa calendar. bulok. :]]) i've finished all the requirements: souvenir, ENGLISH book, DRAFTING compilation, RESEARCH defense, JOURNALISM module, MAPEH sculpture, etctera. whoooooaaaaaaa. :)) phew! i'm just gonna finish our research papers and let it be binded.

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4 days. there's only 4 days left for all of us. yes, four days full of dull and boring experiences. i don't think that they're making those precious days memorable. instead, they're making it the hatest days of all the days we've had. it's just that, they're always complaining for the FTs and also the hot temperature that makes us sweat really bad. [sigh] but it's true. the super hot weather adds to the non-daffy ambiance. grrrrrr. but it's just that... uhm, we should be realizing that the last few days that we have should be the most unforgettable days in our high school life. i mean, we should be doing something, something weird yet extraordinary experience that's worth remembering. like another healing session with a different version, for example. (grrr. we haven't had our activity yet. and maybe we're not gonna do it forever. so sad).

[sigh]

i'm starting to think about our graduation. maybe i'll cry. of course, i reckon everyone would do that (DUH! ung song kaya nakakaiyak na). though i'm not the "crying-type" in front of my parents, i'm gonna do it. maybe the tears would just flow like a faucet, and like a menstruation during the first two days. errrr. i don't want to cry. :((

i'll surely gonna miss batch 16, especially to those few whom i was not closely attached to. of course, i'm not gonna miss my crazy best friends 'cause we'll be seeing each other even after graduation or in our college. haha. and also, this summer, we'll be having summer jobs (except for jasmine). it's like, we're gonna spend every days of our summer together, though it's really tiring seeing each other's faces each day. :))

paradox.
so super weird feeling.
i hate it.
i wish there's more days left.

i'm missing mumot.