PASKUHAN 2009: PAO DAY

i woke up late and i haven't studied yet. my stupid alarm didn't ring. it's also pao's fault, actually, for not waking me up at 2. i just read my notes, then off to school. pao texted me, saying she also haven't studied, so we're equal.

NCM and English. i know i got a very low grades this sem. DUH, paskuhan na kaya! why study? hahaha.

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BLOCK CHRISTMAS PARTY. wok with me, isang tagong restaurant sa dapitan. onti lang ata kumakain dun e...

FCUK. walang stars.

shit. sobrang nababadtrip ako. alam mo yun, yung parang wala ka namang kasalanan. sila yun... tapos they blame you because of it. and then everything went wrong.

hindi kami nang-iwan. in fact, we were just there, waiting for them. and then what? we waited until wala ding nangyari... wala si jasmine. we were three, and the ride requires 5 pairs of human beings. so, ano ako? edi stranger yung katabi ko.

tapos, ako, i mean kami pa ang sisisihin na nang-iwan? ANG KAPAL MO (isang dota boy)! hindi mo lang alam kung gano kami nabadtrip nung mga panahong iyon. nicole, krizzy, and i, we all texted jasmine, asking kung dadating pa ba, nasaan na kasi malapit na yung sundo, gabi na.

HAYYY NAKOOO.
i need you nicole! :((((((

tumawag parents ni jasmine. nasagot ng nanay ko. i don't know kung ano mga pinag-usapan nila. pero i am sure na it has something to do with where jasmine is now. FCUK. jasmine pa naman texted her parents na hinatid namin siya, but it's the other way around. shit. (sorry for committing again sins).

kanina pa ako umiiyak. kamusta na kaya si jasmine? nakauwi na ba siya?

oh my. help me. wish everything would be just the same as they were. wish everything would return to where they used to be. :(